he appeared in my dream a few days back, how weird is that? but as soon as I woke up, I knew it. no matter how he treated me, and no matter how ugly we ended, I will still care for him. 只是爱已经不存在了。
just did a new ink recently. the first raven reminds me of the taste of freedom in Aussie. the second one hurts really bad this time. just like how it did when we ended. the second one's a combi of a compass and a dreamcatcher. it serves to remind me to never lose myself again. I paid a heavy price for the lesson, and totally lost confidence in myself after.
if someone I loved with all my heart could treat me like this, what more about other guys? i view all guys as 贱男人now. they just have to prove that they're not, but I've been disappointed so many times already. the more I hope that a guy will prove me wrong, I'm proven wrong each time.
till I find that guy, I'm gonna try to love myself more.
lovin' my new ink. :)))
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